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Photo by Fr. Daniel Ciucci on Unsplash
Photo by Fr. Daniel Ciucci on Unsplash

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The Loss of My Home Didn’t Really Hit Me Until I Said Goodbye to My Favorite Chair

And my hometown welcomed me back in an unexpected way

4 min readMar 8, 2022

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This Friday, the first home I ever bought will become the first home I ever sold.

Don’t congratulate me; I’m not a “flipper”, I had intended on living in that house with my partner for the rest of my life.

Life had other plans, though, so at the time of this writing, most of our belongings are packed in boxes an hour and a half away, waiting for movers to bring them down here on Thursday.

Unfortunately, “down here” is still a bit uncertain. Finding a house is proving to be much more difficult than selling a house, and even finding an apartment is a lot more complicated than I remember it being last time I rented in this town.

That’s what you get when you when you have a cat and a dog, turns out. #TheMoreYouKnow.

I’m getting tired of being in a “liminal state.”

It’s a really useful term, “liminal.” …of, relating to, or being an intermediate state, phase, or condition : in-between, transitional…

We’ve been in a liminal state now basically since December of last year. It was easy to see, back then, all the phases…

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Gray Miller
Gray Miller

Written by Gray Miller

Gray is a former Marine dancer grandpa visualist who writes to help adults figure out what they want to be when they grow up.